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This is an image of Christian Bale as Patrick Bateman, the main character from American Psycho. Bateman is a sadistic serial killer who is obsessed with violence and murder.

This was also the first image from a GoogleSearch for “schizophrenia.” We as a culture believe that schizophrenia = serial killers. Now more than ever, we need to raise awareness not only about this genetic and chronic disease, but mental health as a whole.


12 Things People Who Want Eating Disorders Don't Understand About Eating Disorders →


1.) Eating disorders are not choices.

An eating disorder is a progressive and often chronic mental illness. One develops an eating disorder over time, and because it’s classified as a mental illness, one cannot wake up one day and choose to have one. In most cases, one often does not even…

2.) Eating disorders don’t make you unique or special. 

Although many who have eating disorders do report feeling a sense of power and specialness because of their eating disorder, in truth, the world does not care about you or your mental health issues. So if you want an eating disorder because you feel like it makes you unique or special, here’s a reality check: There are about 25 million people in the US alone who suffer from an eating disorder. Think you’re unique? You’re not. 

3.) Preoccupation with food, weight, and appearance are only symptoms of an eating disorder. 

Again, because eating disorders are mental illnesses, the weight and food are only one component of a very complex illness. People do not have eating disorders because their fear of being fat is so inherent; they have them because somewhere in their brain, the wiring just isn’t right, and for some reason, it’s manifesting itself in an eating disorder. Although low self-esteem and body dissatisfaction might be the start of an eating disorder, eating disorders are usually coping mechanisms for much bigger things. 

4.) Chronic dieting does not always equal an eating disorder. 

There is a big difference between dieting and having an eating disorder. Although someone dieting may engage in similar behavior as someone with an eating disorder, dieting implies a termination date whereas an eating disorder does not. So if you feel you can just “be anorexic” until you reach a certain goal weight, you are most likely either in denial or you are dieting. Following an ABC diet doesn’t make you anorexic. Restricting your caloric intake to 200 calories one day does not make you anorexic. Fasting for a week before prom does not make you anorexic. 

5.) There are other eating disorders other than Anorexia Nervosa. 

More times than not, you’ll hardly ever find someone who wants Bulimia, OSFED, or Binge Eating Disorder. Those who want eating disorders usually only want one to be thin, so of course, they try an appropriate or become anorexic in order to attain that goal. Those who want an eating disorder to become thin need to realize they do not want an eating disorder to become thin, they just want to become thin quick. 

6.) You cannot “just stop” having an eating disorder. 

As stated before, an eating disorder is a progressive, chronic illness. Not only does that mean recovery is very difficult, but relapse rates are extremely high for those who have had actual eating disorders. Many people who want eating disorders feel they’ll be able to just stop once they reach a goal weight or fit into a certain size or once their prom/homecoming/summer vacation/wedding is over. That is not how eating disorders work. 

7.) People with eating disorders usually like food. 

People who want eating disorders almost try to force themselves to not like food, or at least to train themselves to think that food is evil. But what they fail to understand is that most people with eating disorders actually like food and would love to be able to eat it. The difference is most people who want eating disorders try to force themselves to deny food, while those with eating disorders have to try and force themselves to accept food. 

8.) Anorexia is not just a “mindset.”

Alluding to number 5, there are other eating disorders other than Anorexia Nervosa, but because people who want eating disorders really only “want” anorexia, they try very  hard to fit under a diagnosis they may not actually suffer from. Despite people’s wants, there are certain criteria that need to be met to fall under the AN diagnosis, and if you don’t fit them, you can’t just negate specific criterion because you “want” anorexia. Just because you are sad, doesn’t mean you have depression, and just because you think you’re fat, doesn’t mean you have anorexia.

9.) Life will not get better with an eating disorder. 

If you interviewed 1,000 people with eating disorders, I guarantee you none would say their lives improved with an eating disorder. Sure, we’ve all felt the high of an eating disorder or felt we could function better with one, but in truth, life gets progressively worse the longer we suffer from an eating disorder. Because we eventually lose control of our eating disorders, our lives will inevitably be negatively affected, whether we like it or not. 

10.) Eating disorders will not make you beautiful. 

Sure, you may get compliments in the beginning of your eating disorder, but malnutrition will take its toll whether you are underweight or not. You will look unhealthy, whether it’s because your hair turns brittle or you have permanent dark circles under your eyes, you will look sick even if you do not realize it. 

11.) You will not get x, y, or z once you’re thin. 

No, you won’t, because life with an eating disorder turns everything to shit. If you think the guy you like will finally like you back, he willeventually get tired of your eating disorder. If you think you’ll get that job, your work performance will eventually suffer. If you think you’ll be able to feel more confident, you’ll actually experience the exact opposite. 

12.) You can die from an eating disorder, any eating disorder, at any weight. 

Those who want eating disorders seldom think of the health consequences, because they put eating disorders on the same level as common diets. They think they’ll be able to stop before health consequences happen, or they think they’ll somehow be able to prevent health consequences by taking a multivitamin (LOL). The truth is, if you have a real eating disorder, health consequences are always a risk, as is death. Nobody is immune to health consequences, and if someone has an eating disorder long enough, they will eventually suffer some type of health issue. 

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Depression is a legitimate disease just like cancer and diabetes

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"Crazy" is not synonymous with "mentally ill"


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Here is the video that was in the article we posted about a yesterday.
This video perfectly describes what it’s like to have depression and what to do if one of your friends has depression.

In Response To Robin Williams' Death, The Most Powerful Description Of Depression I’ve Ever Heard →

An incredible description of what it’s like to have depression

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Triggers of Psychosis and How to Manage



Psychosis is affected by stressors:

Everyone is vulnerable to psychosis, but some people can develop it more easily than others. People who are more vulnerable to psychosis need to be aware that there are things which can reduce that vulnerability (increase resilience), and there are things they can do to make themselves more vulnerable, which we refer to as “triggers”.

Some things that can make psychosis worse (“triggers”):

  • Not sleeping

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Anonymous whispered: "I have been diagnosed with depression about a year ago. I have been suicidal on and off since 13 years old. I recently had an abortion. I feel terrible (physically, mentally, the lot). Do you have any advice, resources, anything really for coping with post-abortion feelings & depression?"

We are sorry that you are going through such a rough time.

Here are some resources for dealing with post-abortion depression:

Remember that you are not alone and that it will get better

astriferousspritekid whispered: "(2/2) These people are even more further stigmatized-even within the mental illness community. So it's important that we, including this organization, do not forget these people, and help fight the stigma against them, too. This is just my request that you also try to post more about those "scarier" and more stigmatized mental illnesses, and not just the comfortable and familiar anxiety and depression."

1. thank you for enjoying our blog!
2. Yes, you are so right!! Those “scarier” mental illnesses are a lot more stigmatized and the truth is that we should post about them more. Unfortunately, because they are more stigmatized and they are not the most common mental illnesses, there aren’t a ton of posts about them floating around tumblr. It’s harder to find posts about schizophrenia and psychosis to add to our blog and that’s sad. We will do our best to find more of these posts and create some of our own.

Thanks so much for the awesome feedback!!

astriferousspritekid whispered: "As a person with anxiety and depression, I love many of your posts here! However, it seems that you are doing what many mental health advocates are doing, and that's only posting about mental illnesses with less stigma around them-that is, depression, eating disorders, and anxiety disorders. While these disorders are stigmatized, it's also very important to not forget our siblings with "scarier" mental illnesses-the ones with schizophrenia, or psychosis, or people on the autistic spectrum. (1/2)"

response on the second part!